After God's Silence- What?

From My Utmost for His Highest
"Yet when he heard that Lazarus was sick, he stayed where he was two more days." John 11:16


Has God trusted you with a silence- a silence that is big with meaning? God's silences are His answers. Think of those days of absolute silence in the home at Bethany! Is there anything analogous to those days in your life? Can God trust you like that, or are you still asking for a visible answer? God will give you the blessings you ask if you will not go any further without them; but His silence is the sign that He is bringing you into a marvelous understanding of Himself. Are you mourning before God because you have not had an audible response? You will find that God has trusted you in the most intimate way possible, with an absolute silence, not of despair, but of pleasure, because He saw that you could stand a bigger revelation. If God has given you silence, praise Him, He is bringing you into the great run of His purposes. The manifestation of the answer in time is a matter of God's sovereignty. Time is nothing to God. For a while you said- "I asked God to give me bread, and He gave me a stone." He did not and today you find He gave you the bread of life.  


A wonderful thing about God's silence is that the contagion of His stillness gets into you and you become perfectly confident- "I know God has heard me." His silence is the proof that He has. As long as you have the idea that God will bless you in answer to prayer, He will do it, but He will never give you the grace of silence. If Jesus Christ is bringing you into the understanding that prayer is for the glorifying of His Father, He will give you the first sign of His intimacy- silence.  


Read John 11:1-16
Praise God that He knows better than we do.  
Confess that you do not always trust God and His timing. 
Ask Him to enable you to trust Him more.  
Open up your palms and give over the things you need to entrust Him with.